
AMPTHILL EVENT: 21 NOVEMBER 2024 7PM

I’m supposedly a writer but right now, I can’t write.
I’m sitting here with my laptop literally on my lap but I can’t bring myself to open it and type out words that may or may not end up in a book somewhere, some day, one day.
Instead, I doom scroll. I weep. I wonder why and how this past year happened, if things will ever change, if Palestine really will be free. Some day. One day?
I wonder if there is such a thing as justice. I wonder how humans can be so abhorrent.
I wonder if happiness really does exist, or is it just a fleeting moment of increased endorphins..a chemical reaction that dies as quickly as it comes.
I wonder if I will ever smile from the heart again.. if it will ever be more than lips contorted upwards in an attempt to project normality?
Then I feel guilty about wondering, instead of actually doing something.
366 days of genocide that much of the world has ignored. 76 years of misery.
Free Palestine.. inshallah.
You know how sometimes, life can be exhausting and sad and stressful and heavy… …and just rubbish? And then something happens and for a couple of glorious hours, your load is lightened and you experience utter and complete joy and fulfilment?
Yesterday was that for me
I had the honour of participating in a panel with some of my FAVE people on Instagram – @sofia_reading @
The conversation and room was full of love and laughter – we spoke about books (of course), the arts, faith, community … we ate delicious food, we prayed, we signed books, we got to watch @tasneimzyada perform hard-hitting spoken word poetry… AND we were given the most beautiful gift of olive trees being planted in our names in the West Bank.
Honestly – I don’t think I could have asked for more!
A massive thanks to @imr4na.m for organising the night and inviting me to take part – it was an absolute privilege, and thank you to everyone who bought tickets and showed up and had a good time – we honestly didn’t want the night to end and literally had to be kicked out
Until next time, Luton town xoxo