AMPTHILL EVENT: 21 NOVEMBER 2024 7PM
I’m supposedly a writer but right now, I can’t write.
I’m sitting here with my laptop literally on my lap but I can’t bring myself to open it and type out words that may or may not end up in a book somewhere, some day, one day.
Instead, I doom scroll. I weep. I wonder why and how this past year happened, if things will ever change, if Palestine really will be free. Some day. One day?
I wonder if there is such a thing as justice. I wonder how humans can be so abhorrent.
I wonder if happiness really does exist, or is it just a fleeting moment of increased endorphins..a chemical reaction that dies as quickly as it comes.
I wonder if I will ever smile from the heart again.. if it will ever be more than lips contorted upwards in an attempt to project normality?
Then I feel guilty about wondering, instead of actually doing something.
366 days of genocide that much of the world has ignored. 76 years of misery.
Free Palestine.. inshallah. ![]()
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You know how sometimes, life can be exhausting and sad and stressful and heavy… …and just rubbish? And then something happens and for a couple of glorious hours, your load is lightened and you experience utter and complete joy and fulfilment?
Yesterday was that for me ![]()
I had the honour of participating in a panel with some of my FAVE people on Instagram – @sofia_reading @
The conversation and room was full of love and laughter – we spoke about books (of course), the arts, faith, community … we ate delicious food, we prayed, we signed books, we got to watch @tasneimzyada perform hard-hitting spoken word poetry… AND we were given the most beautiful gift of olive trees being planted in our names in the West Bank.
Honestly – I don’t think I could have asked for more!
A massive thanks to @imr4na.m for organising the night and inviting me to take part – it was an absolute privilege, and thank you to everyone who bought tickets and showed up and had a good time – we honestly didn’t want the night to end and literally had to be kicked out ![]()
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Until next time, Luton town xoxo